Jay

  Hello! Ok so today I wanna rant. About my life in the hostel. I live in the middle of jungle. There are a lot of small unknown insects here. They bite. 😳 My hands & legs are all itchy because of that. Lahh tangan dah tak bersih seperti dulu! Got so many dark spots & scars! They also allow cats to live in the hostel. There are like 4-5 cats around here. One mama cat with 3 kittens, another female cat & a male cat. And a very pregnant cat stays in the other building. Dunno when she’s due. Lol. The thing is, the cats are mostly on level 2. Chances of them going down to the ground is zero, nada. So they poo everywhere. And it smells awful. And they be shitting every single day man! It sucks.  Kau boleh imagine tak, on the way nak pergi ambil wuduk dekat toilet bau tahi kucing busuk nak mampus? Urgh. 💩💩 Ok lepastu aku dah lupa nak cerita apa. Lol. Ok lah, see you next time, bye!

  Hello! Well I need to let out some thoughts that has been stuck in my head. So here it goes. Currently I’m in the process of accepting that I won’t be keeping in touch with him anymore. It’s not that hard to be honest. Probably because he left me, as in he hasn’t checked up on me for a month. Yes, a month :) Gosh, that’s sad isn’t it? Imagine not talking to your ‘boyfriend’ for a month. We haven’t seen each other for over a year now. So yeah. We argue a lot, yes. A lot. And it’ll always end up with me talking to him again. Like nothing happened. I hated that. I do tried talking out, but it wasn’t always a success. I don’t like his answers. It’s fking annoying! 😩 And I always feel like he doesn’t know me anymore, you know. 🥺 That’s so sad.  This time, I asked him why hasn’t he contacted me at all. You know what he answers? “Yes, I TRIED to contact you. Everyday I STALKED your social media.” 🤬 What the heck is that supposed to mean? You tried contacting me by STALKING me on...

 Wow it has been a long time. Can’t remember when was the last time I updated a blog post. Probably 10 years ago? Hshshs. Anyway, I’m back. In one piece. Alhamdulillah. Currently having a breakdown, in my life. 😢 Yes, I’m in a sad bubble. Sob sob. Been crying last night, but I felt quite okay now. One of the thing that has always been with me is my twittah. Gosh, I’ve been on twitter for the longest time. Twitter is the longest relationship I’ve had. Hshshshs 🤣 Btw, I’m gonna be here not as often as I used to be. But I think, I’m gonna be here a lot. Lol. It’s nice to have a platform to talk to yourself, but not really, lol. Apa benda lah aku merepek. Haih, but you get what I mean right? Ok good. Bye!